They light the world on fire, just to watch it burn,it'll be their funeral pyre, but they never seem to learn. ~ Thrice
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Name: Peter
Birthday: 3/9/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: GOD, PB, airsoft, music, stealth and concealment tacticts
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Member Since: 7/28/2004

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Friday, December 16, 2005

All is lost
my will to live was taken today
the fire that used to burn
my heart
blown out cold
by winds too great
to hold at bay
all is lost
purpose and cause
betrayed
humilty torn
from my fingers
snatched
hope has turned
and clouded grey
who will take the pain
and shield me
shape my heart
and never leave me
empty or invisible
who will take the pain away?
    ~ Extol


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Currently Listening
Josh Groban
By Josh Groban
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We lay face in pale solitude.
To save face, we pulled our walls in front of you.
To the same place where we danced in front of you.
We fell from grace and watched the hope'fall from your face.
This isn't me i used to say.
All the love was so gone.
It feels good to be alive.
I've been dead for so long: and all the broken promises.
I can't face. Afraid if someone notices, I lose my place.
Fractured, broken, paralyzed.
I need some space, tear me open, analyze.
This isn't me I used to say.
All the love was so gone.
It feels good to be alive.
I've been dead for so long.
Wake up screaming, I'm awake and dreaming,
And i won't stop breathing until my heart stops beating.
This isn't me, i used to say.
All the love was so gone, It feels good to be alive,
I've been dead for so long. ~ Demon Hunter

I hold you in like a deep breath.
Feel you like the last beautiful touch before a final rest.
I know i'll see you forever.
I want it painted black and red.
It's so beautiful to me, it's everything i see.
It's so beautiful to me, but it's nothing that i need.
And I can't taste anything less.
Every time i'm forced down.
To be with yourself, take all the blood you want.
But not from here.
It's so beautiful to me, it is everything i see.
It's so beautiful to me, but it's nothing that i need.
Not a hand, not a finger.
This is my home.
I'm dying here.
I hide in the corner.
That look on your face, I'm accustomed to it. ~ Demon Hunter

 

Play dead again. It just might stop before the end.
If I pretend you may not see the pain I'm in.
So close to me, can't tell what I'm supposed to be.
Don't stop to breathe, can't bear to think what you might see.
This tourniquet, these blessed hands around my head
So I can keep from...

Bleeding.
I've got to find a way to stop before it starts.
Finding its way through my veins right to my heart.
I never thought it something everyone could see.
And it kills within me.

CHORUS:
I won't, I won't leave without a trace.
I won't be erased.

It's in my head, I can't forget what you once said.
The words I read, the fractured soul that I can't mend.
Right here with me, killing the void I used to be.
Remembering through fading sparks of memory.
Two broken hands lift seven wounds and fight to stand
To keep the lungs from..

Caving.
I've got to find a way to stop before it starts.
Finding its way through my veins right to my heart.
I never thought it something everyone could see.
And it kills within me.

(CHORUS)

Turning. It's moving. Escaping right through me.
I care not. I bleed not. For you I believe not.
I play dead.
 ~ Demon Hunter


Monday, December 12, 2005

Currently Listening
The Triptych
By Demon Hunter
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you've taken this too far
now it has to stop
once again
the table has turned
and i'm behind
picking up the pieces from the night
my face is scared
sometimes I feel that I can't trust myself at all

every time the sky
breaks open with sunshine
and streaming swords collide
it takes me back in time
I float away to another place
where heaven is waiting right outside

this is war
can I take it anymore
i'm falling faster and bleeding more than i have bled before
certain death (this blade will carve a purpose)
lingers on the other hand (and make you feel defeated)
but i will fight you and victory will be mine in the end
circumstances mean nothing
when it's over we will be heroes
constantly pushing forward without any fear

if i erased the line between
forgotten days and memories
i'd never change

resolution made (in vain)
to face (play out) the day
life is yours to save (save it)
or take (take it) away


Monday, September 26, 2005

Currently Listening
Shadows Are Security
By As I Lay Dying
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I haven't written in here for a while. After the last entry I had another VBS at the New Holland church. It was awsome. nothing really else happened since then, cept school. Thats all I have to say.


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Currently Listening
The Supertones Strike Back
By O.C. Supertones
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well I went to NC. That was fun. We had all these airsoft battles, and i got like ran into this one place and i was being all shot up, then Roman fell down the stairs. It was funny, we had these people across the street who got like drunk every single night, and we'd like run outside with guns and they'd be loud and stuff. This one day there was a chair outside there house one morning so my best bet would be that they got real drunk and threw it off their top deck. Silly kids. We got this dinghy and put it in the lake, it was awsome. There was this one place on the side of the lake that look like vietnam, then people would set off firecrackers and it sounded cool (gunshots). We also put it in the ocean and we paddled out to this huge school of these pretty big fish. VBS is next week so im helping with that so thats pretty exciting. Thats all for now.

~PT



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